jail blues...

I know that I was the one who mention the thing about being able to go to jail once your 18 and I know it was meant as just a joke but I can't help but wonder, what if?

At exactly March 29, 2010 I will turn 18 and I can officially do whatever I want. As I think about it, I cant help but get frightened about the idea of doing WHATEVER I'd like to do. I mean my parents can't stop me unless they get the police in, my friends can's stop me, no one but myself.

What If I go wild and loose control? I start killing and doing drugs. I'll definitely go to jail once busted.

and I shall look like a helpless and pathetic ADULT like this..... vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

Doesn't it kinda scare you that there wont be any rules except for the rules you "may" want to follow.

NOW I have vague ideas on freedom.

Can one really be free?

Because of this freaking little statement I figured NO we can never be free.

WE ARE ALL CONDEMNED TO CHOOSE.

And if we do not want to choose we already make a choice by staying ignorant.

Isn't freedom such an irony to FREE AGENCY.

If God exist and he bestowed upon us FREEDOM and all that crap why are we CONDEMNED to choose.

The mere fact that we are condemned means that we our self cannot truly be free.

HOW SAD.

now I know why there are atheist.

hahahaha

has anyone at all noticed the sudden change in my choice of topics???

i am done!

im am completely and utterly fluky

 i am ending this blog now...

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