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I've done 107 out of 132 Stupid Things

Honesty is the best POLICY! cries

Level 1:
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) Are/Been In Love
(X) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Bunked School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone/Something Die

SO FAR: 9

Level 5
(x ) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love/Loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone Mudding
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 23

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledding
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work/School

SO FAR: 28

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 31

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been Cheated On
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 35

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x ) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 38

Level 13
(x) Had/Have Braces
(x) Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night
(X) Danced In The Moonlight
(X) Danced In The Rain

SO FAR: 42

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime (Just recently)
(x) Pole Danced (with Ashley :P)
(during homecoming we had nothing better to do than spin around the flag pole till we fell off laughing :P lol)
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been Obsessed With Post It Notes

SO FAR: 46

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud (feels great)
(X) Been Lost
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 51

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Colored With Crayons/Colored Pencils/Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 56

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 60

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere

SO FAR: 64

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating/Rollerblading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 67

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 69

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube (ice cube)
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 72

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done/Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours
(x) Recently Stayed Up For A While Talking To Someone You Care About

SO FAR: 76

Level 24
(X) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 80

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 82

Level 26
(x ) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 86

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/Got Asked To Make One
(X) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 89

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 94

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 99

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(X) Licked by A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 104

Level 32
(x) Been Shot At/Or At Gunpoint
( ) Had Sex In The Rain
( ) Flattened Someones Tires
(x) Rode Your Bike/Driven Your Car Until The Fuel Light Came On
(x) Got Five $ Or Less Worth Of Fuel

TOTAL: 107

Some of these thing's I would never consider stupid but whatever i guess :)

Note to SELF!

Write Song for Kevin Rapina for reading about my BLOG when no one else does...
Or even cares...

CHEERS TO MY ENGLCOM BUDDY!

edit:
JIO reads my blog!
I heart my bestfriend!

Unworthy MADRIGAL member....

So here's the thing... Ive been feeling very unwanted and unworthy to be in the "premeir" choir at school aka MADRIGALS. I don't know why this emotion passed by my thought but it did and ever since that day I couldnt help but feel inadaquate... Its sad really for I am gonna be in Honors Choir in 3 weeks... Well I already am in Honors Choir (if you're guessing how I got in with my unworthyness... well there was no real auditions just volunteers...) and the Competition is in 3 weeks.

We have 7 songs to memorize and I am Alto 2 in all of that...
Btw for your information I have been a Soprano 1 almost all my life till I asked to be changed to the Alto section for a break...

When I finally got switched I realized that it wasnt the best decision in my life for now I have to sing that for the Competition plus learn the part with in like a week for practice...

I am practically dying with all the music...
For the first deal the music is absolutely and irrevocably boring and the next deal is... well there is no next deal... :))
I should have covered that already in the other paragraphs...

Anyways readers or whoever you are I am gonna sing the songs now so that Ill be ready for the Competition...
I will talk about the day today tommorrow for I am too lazy and I have better things to do than to talk about me skipping the whole day of school..

Wazzam OVER AND OUT!

Get This.....

Past Emotions. Past Relationship's. Past Mistakes.

But although a Past remains, there will always be a Future.
However, right now if we linger too long in things that has already ended I assure that we'll never be able to move that far.

(Just simple advice from a demented teenage brat)

So basically I've figured out that we shouldn't neglect even one of our friends. Wow STUPID ME for not realizing sooner! YAH! But at least I realized it at some point. I admit it was a difficult thing to comprehend but i comprehended it. Lol.

Today was like any other day... Boring and boring. Nothing SPECTACULAR occurred except for the fact I had to wake up at 5:00am in the morning to 1. Clean the Kitchen 2. Clean the Kitchen 3.Drive to School for Choir Practice.

The thing is I didn’t have to clean the kitchen but since I was a lazy bum yesterday night and didn’t do the dishes or put away the food I had to do it at some point before the "parent's" woke up. Anyways moving on the part where I had to drive to School. My music teacher and classmates decided that we had to work on our pieces which I totally agree to yet I wished it wasn’t so early in the morning for not even one of the people in the singing room was up enough to decipher which note was which. Plus you had the morning voice, which included croaking, coughing, spitting out flem and such. The noise... I mean singing wasn’t as pretty as it should’ve been but hey we were there and we learned our notes that we will eventually sing later in the day when everyone is up and about.

I am kind of going off topic now... So let me get back - I just wanted to tell all the people reading this a glimpse of what happened this morning. Lol.

Anyways I went online just like 20 minutes ago and as usual I signed in invisible so I wouldn’t get random pop ups from people while my YM was processing. As the Application fully uploaded, a pop up on the upper right corner of my screen appeared to say that someone just logged in or out. This time someone had logged in and to my surprise it was my EX (notice the EX in the sentence) boyfriend. I didn't really care that he went online but I had to change my status so that I wasn’t invisible for the rest of my life. I guess he gets the pop up things on the upper right side of his laptop too for he logged out or aka went invisible when I got on.

So yeah I’m bitter now cause I am really trying so hard to be friends with him and basically I don’t see him contributing. Not that he want's to... But still everyone should be friends... right? Right?
Well I think that everyone should be friend’s... If not friends as least NOT ENEMIES trying to stab each other in the back every chance they get... lol

What does this have to do with treasuring friends? Well I realized that even if my ex boyfriend was part of my past he still was part of my past. He was once my best friend and the person I could lean on in times of peril. And now I don’t have one. Maybe I do but still it’s not the same.

So remember this... Though friends flock to you like sheep looking for something to eat you should treasure each one of them. For none is the same and you'll end up like me regretting every thing and looking back at the once used to be friendship...

And no matter how many times you may say you are sorry and No matter how you may say it... Memories will linger and it will linger for a long time and sting....

I wish I could say sorry and everything would be better.
I wish someone could say sorry to me and things will get better.... oh wait things does get better...

Again the topic continues... ITS A CHOICE! lol

Im so random right now..

Boxers and No Bras...

I was talking to my friend the other day and all of the sudden the topic came up... Bra's or No Bra's? Shocked with the question I turned away as if to say, "I am totally not answering that." But as I pondered those thoughts in my head I realized that I do have an answer and that I wanted to answer it....
I turned back with a blush creeping face as I said NO BRA...

Okay readers think about this... well you girls anyways...
Bra's make people feel constricted and it just doesnt feel right especially with all those wirings and shiz...

Now come to think of it... Men also has a choice whether to use brief or boxers....
I asked my bf if he used boxers or the other stuff
he told me boxers
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO............
Briefs like Bras make people feel constricted..
I guess guys dont like the idea of their thing flopping around but Im sure there would much prefer that than to it being strangled next to somewhere out there. lol

So yes...
We dont all wear bras and not all guys has to wear briefs its a matter of choice...
lol
shhhh....


ack
mom
dont
tell
dad
:))


PS: BF means Bestfriend... I do not have a Boyfriend!
I WILL NEVER HAVE A BOYFRIEND
EVER AGAIN!

I feel like such a MAN HATER!
But the thing is I am NOT!
I love someone now...
Kinda... :)
actually NOT
I just am trying to DEPICT what guys really are.
I admit that I am hopelessly whacked up girl..
But OH WELL!
We all are like that deep down inside..

Boys and their Toys... aka US Girls....

So the difference between us girls and boys is how we just do things usually it always has something to do with our feelings. I mean when a guy says that he is "over you", he really means he is "OVER YOU"!

Guys in most cases especially in things involving relationships are always down-to-earth, never flinching and accurate. (For some strange reason...)
On the other hand, when a girl confesses that she is finally and irrevocably over the guy she only will mean it for a certain period of time until her heart will start racing back to him.

Us girls sometimes are just too brain dead, prideful or stubborn to realize it.
However, if you do think about it what I'm saying is all true.

1. When a girl and her ex-boyfriend starts talking the guy will act like nothing ever happened and he probably feels that nothing really happened while a girl will silently bawl her eyes out wondering what went wrong.
2. A guy pays attention to a girl he likes and ignores a girl he doesn’t. Us girls on the other hand may or may not follow this rule. We are complicated little creatures who think that flirting with other guys will catch the attention of the guy we like.
(Let me tell you this IT DOESNT WORK! The only reason he'll pay attention to you is because he will surely think you are easy to get aka an easy lay. Especially if he didnt talk to you before.)

*******

BREAK UP LINES GUYS ALWAYS USE

1. It's not YOU, It's ME!
If you believe this than your far away from planet earth. What they really mean is that it is us but once we do find out it is us the drama starts. Guys do not like drama. Plus they want to lessen the guilt for they're already breaking up with you. Heres something to think about... If it really was their fault why in the world are they trying to squirm out of the relationship?
2. I think WE need to see OTHER people.
Basically the dude saying, "Ive found a new playmate its time to catch up hun and find one yourself."
3. We can still HANG and be FRIENDS.
OMGOODNESS! I interviewed a classmate of mine to check if my theory was correct and he said, "Yes maam that’s what it exactly mean." So when a guy says something like that he is saying in a nice tone that "Introduce me to your other HOT GIRLFRIENDS..." Do you get it? If you don’t please email me right away...
4. I’m so Jealous of the man you'll be with next.
This line is just stupid and pathetic. Unless the girl breaks up with a guy the little old barf dude shouldn’t use this. AT ALL!

(i will continue with the break up line but my mind is too mashed up with all the homework going on....)

Part one finished!
So yes there is a part two and three and maybe even a part four.....

Confessions of a Lonely Crazed Up Girl

I will cheat on my future boyfriend at some point.
Break up with him
Realize I was wrong
Tell him I’m sorry
And try to get back together with him
If he hates me
I will move on and find another victim

I will backstab a friend or two or more if I want to.

(PS: I don’t backstab REAL friends)

I will do things MY way.

I will admire your work if its worth admiring

And I will tell you that it comes from dirt if I think it does and if you want to hear it.

I am painfully honest

so I lie.

Thus I might say your work is fantabuous even if its not.

I will lie if it's better than the truth.

...From experience lying is always better than the truth anyways

I don't always finish what I've started
and when I do
Admit it you just completely adore it...

I have mood swings.

Real bad ones.

But you don’t know.

I am a Bi Polar.

But you don’t know either.

I have a boyfriend now.

Yes maybe he is real this time.

He lives in my head and sleeps with me every night.

Guess who?

I guess you cant.

shall I continue? I better not... This is already too much for your tiny brain....

Grocery?

So there you see written on the palm of my hands is the infamous grocery list.
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It started out as one of those normal mornings - mom trying to get my sister and I up for breakfast, me groaning for 5 more minutes and my brothers jumping up and down the bed attempting to wake me up. I expected the day to be non other than NOT spectacular for nothing in particular occured as I walked from the bedroom to the kitchen and in my family walking from the bedroom doors to the kitchen always presents an interesting event.
(Let your "Imagination" fly.)
The thing is the day would have been one of those regular and ordinary days but things had to change due to the need of GROCERIES. My looked at me with a smirk on her face and right then and there I knew I was the choosen one to conquor the cold and get to walmart for the GROCERIES.

-to be continued-